"What color do you want to be?"

"Hey, what color do you want to be?"
"Me? I've never thought about it."
"Then think about it."
"I don't know what I want to be in the future, but for now, I guess, Opal?"
"Opal, is that a color?"
"They shine in every color, but what I meant to say was that my color wasn't very clear, what about you?"...

Hi! I'm Paul Justine and if I have given a chance, I want to be a concept artist...
Opal is not specific but they shine in every color. That "Opal" thing is the color that describe me as a person, I don't know yet who I am and what I want to be in the future and I don't know yet what this so called God if he has other plans for my life and give me a very clear purpose of my existence.

I live in the world of visual art and moving pictures, basically it is Anime and drawings. The quote in the beginning is from the anime "Sakurasou no Pet na Kanojo" or "The Pet girl of Sakurasou". The story revolves around comedy, romance and drama, to be specific, struggles of their life by trying to know who they really are and what they truly feels.

"I want to be a concept artist", this is me having a conversation to myself.
"If you really want it, the world can change colors in a flash."
-Sorata Kanda.
"Opportunities wait for no one! if you let an opportunity slip through your fingers with an excuse like "I wasn't prepared". You'll never get another opportunity like that again! But it is your life. Live it the way you want".
-Sorata Kanda.

Life is short and for me I want to spend the all of my time doing all the things I want and have fun. Others want to live their existence just like everyone else, but when the time comes that even you didn't even know when it will strike, you'll never get the chance to correct your life by reversing the time and start over. For me, life is not really like video game that when you make the wrong move, you can start again and change your playstyle.
"Oh youth, why art thou such a cruel mistress?"
-Sorata Kanda

Well, this describes me too. I like to draw images without color just like manga, black and white, just pen and paper is enough. And by that, you can easily tell or identify my mood by just looking at my drawings. I am a boring and anti-social, I rarely speak even in front of my very close friends.
"There are some things you can't say to someone, no matter how close you are".
-Aoyama Nanami

This blog thing is started when a blog is required for the prelim exam, even though, I want this blog to last and become the exhaust fan or the body of my thoughts. Quotes, drawings or illustrations, and sharing of my experience or feelings is to be expected weekly.

"Hey, what color do you want to be?"
-Mashiro Shiina